Thursday, December 31, 2009

bukan sebarang tindih


dah lama tak update blog
tapi aku rasa terpanggil nak tulis tentang pengalaman yang satu ni

diTINDIH semasa tidur.

cubalah google sahaja frasa di atas. dah ramai yang menulis. tak kurang yang kaitkannya dengan sains (Sleep Paralysis). yang sains itu seorang kawan pun pernah jelaskan pada aku. aku percaya. tapi aku pun percaya jika ditindih oleh benda lain seperti jin yang dilaknat Allah swt.

ditindih yg aku maksudkan di sini, keadaan sedang tidur dengan posisi terlentang, tiba riba rasa separuh jaga. mata masih terpejam tapi boleh nampak sekeliling. susun atur perabut bilik tidur yang betul, malah orang yang sedang tidur di sebelah anda pon boleh kelihatan.

tapi, badan anda kaku.

tak sakit. bukan betul ditindih macam adik anda menindih anda ketika tidur, tapi macam di-freezekan oleh Mr Frost dalam siri filem Santa Clause tu. rasa kebas. melawan nak bangun tapi tak boleh. lagi teruk semasa melawan ada suara yang 'annoying' seperti .. (setelah google cari perkataan yang sesuai)... tak tahu nak gambarkan mcm mana. tapi menakutkan. cubalah menjerit meminta tolong, takkan berjaya. tiada sepatah kata pun boleh keluar dari mulut ketika ini. lebih teruk kalau anda dapat rasakan ada 'tangan tangan' yang memeluk tubuh ketika itu. lebih teruk lagi? anda boleh lihat si pengganggu. (Alhamdulillah aku tidakpernah lihat. dan tidak mahu).

*mungkin kebetulan, aku pernah rasakan tangan itu berbulu. dan ada yang pernah lihat katakan rupa si pengganggu kelihatan seperti seekor mawas. maka gambar di ats mungkin ada penjelasan yang tersendiri*

penyelesaian bagi kes aku, ayatul Kursi. tapi bukan mudah juga. sampai ke ayat terakhir itu, dia mengganggu lagi dengan suara yg lebih dasyat, telinga terasa bengang, badan rasa seperti digoncang, supaya tumpuan untuk menghabiskan ayatul kursi itu terganggu. tidak dapat dihabeskan maka gangguan berterusan. Alhamdulillah jika berjaya habiskan. dilepaskan tubuh terus terjaga dari tidur.

fenomena ni sering berlaku pada aku selepas subuh. patutlah orang kata tak elok tidur lepas subuh. tapi orang kurang ilmu macam aku ni memang fikir benda enak sahaja. siapa yang tak suka tidur? salah satu faktor mungkin aku selalu terlupa baca doa dan berwuduk bila nak tidur lepas subuh. berbanding tidur malam, aku lebih berjaga-jaga. aku juga rasa aku jadi sasaran spesis ini selepas kes bintang mas (bg yg mengetahui).

okay cukup. sekadar berkongsi pengalaman dan peringatan. ustaz yang merawat bintang mas dulu ada kata mmg ada sejenis jin ini yang kerjanya menindih anak anak adam. ianya mmg wujud. maka ia bukan sekadar sains. maka aku menentang orang yang gah menegakkan sains semata mata dalam hal ini. mungkin mereka tak pernah melaluinya. tidak pernah seteruk orang lain. atau memang tidak percaya kewujudan jin dan syaitan. sbg muslim kena la percaya kan kan?

aku petik sikit ulasan ahli panel sebuah website ugama ; Rasulullah saw menyuruh umatnya agar membaca Ayatul Kursi dan 3 Qul (Al-Ikhlas , Al-Falaq dan An-Nas) sebagai senjata yang paling ampuh untuk menghindar dan mengelakkan diri daripada terkena gangguan jin dan Syaitan.In sya Allah apabila diamalkan dan dibaca pada setiap kali selepas solat fardhu dan juga ketika sebelum tidur akan dapat memelihara saudara daripada kejahatan jin dan syaitan.

dan jangan lupa berwuduk. hembuskan ayat diatas di telapak tangan dan sapukan di seluruh badan sebelum tidur. aku rasa semua orang pun tahu. tapi tak amalkan. macam aku. aku bukan sengaja. aku lupa. he he he

aku alu alukan komen/pandangan/pengalaman anda semua sbg peringatan.
phew.

Sunday, December 20, 2009

i miss her so much.

why her?
:p


i miss Marie` Digby live in KL !!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~


and i always ♥♥♥♥♥ her boots

Sunday, December 13, 2009

i am

Your results:
You are Wonder Woman
You are a beautiful princess
with great strength of character.

























Wonder Woman
87%
Supergirl
82%
Superman
80%
Green Lantern
70%
Robin
69%
Iron Man
65%
Catwoman
60%
Batman
50%
Spider-Man
45%
The Flash
45%
Hulk
25%

Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test



funny, b knw this earlier than me, thats y he drew this;

Sunday, December 06, 2009

re : macam mana ?

aku tak jelaskan terperinci kenapa aku tak suka orang LINK ke blog aku. aku pun tak berhak untuk kata JANGAN LINK sebab blog adalah tempat berkongsi maklumat. tak kira jenis apa pun tulisan kau tapi blog memang itu tujuannya.

tapi apa yang buatkan aku kurang senang dengan warga blog yang punya link blog aku ialah isi kandungan blog tersebut. yang langsung tiada ciri ciri aku SENANG HATI bila dibaca atau sekadar lihat lihat. dari isi kandungannya sampai la ke orangnya.

blog aku bukan hebat. atau popular. kalau campur 2-3 post pun belum tentu cecah 100hits. tapi memang aku kurang senang dengan bloggers yang memang aku kurang senang. itu sahaja.

kepada followers blog aku, jangan risau. aku sendiri yang letak gadget 'follow' itu. maka tak berhak kata tidak kan? kalau kau senang dengan aku. aku pun senang dengan kau. peace V.



di atas ini pula, antara blog yang aku gemar singgah kerana aku gemar isinya. tapi kalau tuan punya link di atas ni tak suka linknya disini, beritahu lah. kecuali kak yasmin, yang telah pergi tapi aku masih tak mahu buangkannya dari list aku.

Thursday, December 03, 2009

macam mana ?

aku pegi satu. dua. tiga. beberapa. blog orang yang ada link blog aku. camna kalau aku tanak berada dalam link diorang tanpa bgtau diorang?

adui.

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

versus


saya mahu ini


tapi ini juga tempting


tapi lx3 lebih murah dari ep2 . yeaaaaah go lx3 !

Sunday, November 22, 2009

Astray Red Frame



b bought this for me today. i'm happy. and thankful. but .. *sigh*

thanks sayang.
no gift better than you yourself.

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

greetings my people

twelve november eigth thirty to eleven
1st paper media pengajaran

seventeen november two thirty to five
2nd paper pemulihan dalam komuniti

eighteen november two thirty to five
last paper bahasa


2 months in school.
a month in pdk.
a month break.

i'm not sure.
did i learn anything this semester?

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Gun damn



Strike Freedom 1/144
this is my first non-BANDAI unit. TT HongLi is way cheaper but some parts were pain to join. and i think the gundam unit have better sticker and colors. it is okay if u want ur gundam just a statue, buy TT for cheaper price. but for action? STICK TO BANDAI ! =))


and this is my latest collection

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

one of my good day






1. went sushi king rm2 per plate promo @ leisure mall
2. hunting for freezer mender @ taman segar
3. got new strings for my redmate @ guitar store
4. huby play me misc songs while welcoming the night

= priceless.

Monday, October 12, 2009

post kali ini dan seterusnya

aku sudah hilang ritma, rentak, jeda dan getaran untuk tulisan yang sebelum-sebelum ini dan selepas-selepas ini.
sibuk.
amat sibuk.

tambah facebook lebih mudah.


salah satu kesibukan aku minggu lalu

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

bukan sebarang diam.

shit happens.
frequently.
continuosly.

bila internet macam cabai. (dimolekkan)
bila peti ais rosak.
bila pdk macam celaka.
bila ada kawan nak kena tendang.






.
taklah teruk sangat.
kalau korang tak ditempat aku.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Tuesday, September 08, 2009

Blog

Kalau dilihat di dashboard.
Aku punya 5 blogs.
Akibatnya.

Sering kali tersilap post.

*deleting*

Chocolate Muffin



RM 10 / 20pcs
round clear plastic box

Monday, September 07, 2009

Nakama


Imnie, Munirah, Nadia

Friday, August 28, 2009

Chocolates : )


Almond Crunchy (super delish!)


White Chocs Hazelnut Coffee filling + Chocs Blueberry filling


White Chocs Hazelnut Coffee filling (my fav! coffee lover shud try this!)


White Chocs Hazelnut Coffee filling + White Chocs Strawberry filling


White Chocs Strawberry filling


bites me !


15pcs in a clear round plastic box. RM22.
u can request 2 chocs with diff flava in a box.

i knew it is quite expensive compared to kuih raya which u can get 50pcs for less than RM20. but this is not kuih raya. this is CHOCOLATES. not even a typical cooking chocolate. nop nop nop. u'l knw the different once u taste it.
need a tester? just hit me anytime : )
asalkan x makan di siang hari. hehe

Monday, August 24, 2009

Sahur

.
de||icious aku lebih laju jika pakai broadband berbanding pakai lappy wawa.

itu saja. aku x suka cerita tiada makna.

sekian terima kasih.
.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

Paradise on earth I

we're in R E D A N G sioot !




more piccas in FB (restricted) !

like seriously, after loads of burdens, accidents, and heart broken happened.
we finally managed to be there. tho only for 2d 1n (like i wanna b there forever please?) d trip was wonderful, beautiful, and we did njooooooy the beach !!

f* the stories. d piccas told everything already. see ya

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

he he he he pi

cik yati comes again.
just done my obsv in 2A2 classroom.
the kids were easy. just pulled some baits (chocs/sweets) they 'l sit still.
L O L

overall it was better than the previous.
i'm waiting her feedback right after d skool done today.

she talks alot.
so she'l. again today.

gotta b ready for PE tomorrow morning.
and more for her comeback next tuesday.

see?
teacher is busy. sick. loads of works.

surely,
i prefer making chocolate.

note that, kak reeny !
i want that position 5 years from now!
L O L

but. i like the kids.
and they'r related. between CHOCOLATES and the KIDS.

: )
hepi tuesday people.

Sunday, July 26, 2009

budak budak

mengajar budak yang cuma 7 orang sekelas.

seorang yang rabun tidak nampak apa.
seorang yang hyper dan bad temper.
seorang yang tidak boleh menulis.
seorang yang cuma mahu gula2.
seorang yang cuma tahu menangis.
seorang yang sering tidak hadir.
dan
seorang sahaja yang mahu belajar.

anda orang yang bagaimana?

baiknya cikgu tetap sayang mereka. hari2 sedia gula2. ganjaran. perangsang dan pujian. x kasihankah sama cikgu kamuuuuuuuuuuuuuu niiiii?

mana ada marah.

sayang.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

kehilangan saya

suram.
blog ini suram tanpa gambar.
kenapa ye ?

i missed my p1i badly.

* * *

minggu depan cik yati datang lagi.
dan aku dah tak peduli tentang markah lagi.
i knw i did my best just enough.
budak2 aku paham sudah cukup.
itu shj yg hepikan aku kat sekolah ni.

makanan.
tu juga punca kegembiraan disini.
maka aku makan makan dan makan sahaja.

aduh.
dikacau.
later,

Thursday, July 16, 2009

week 3

the 1st observation by cik yati
was
just
very
average.
nothing can brag about.

and today.
goin to Kuala Berang for CAMPING.
back on Saturday.
school off on sunday & monday.
heck.

i missed making chocolate wif kak reeny.
i missed little adam syahmi.
i missed facebooking 24/7.
i missed my people.
and i missed pete.

less time left to net.
less time left to sleep.
less time left to breath.

time.
please fly fast.

Friday, July 10, 2009

.

.
.
.
.
.

gettin tougher here.

.
.
.
.

i need them.

.
.
.
.

:'(

Saturday, June 27, 2009

Kuala Terengganu


W A N N A !!
we hv a great time here ! ha ha ha
this is a special message for you. mwah !
: *

Wednesday, June 24, 2009

beach beach beach : )

to dayah n kak zu :
elok2 di rumah ye anak2
jangan beri peluang kepada cik T.
: )

to the guppies :
njoy ur new house !!
gonna mish u girls!
: )

to kak reeny :
get well cepat.
adam n abg need u.
b strong and hv a good rest.
: )

to my bb :
take care sayang.
jangan bangun lambat.
tunggu baby balik kay?
thanx for everything.
: *

.
.
.

off to T'ganu for 2 months.
less net connection.
u guys take care too : ))

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

to gain something is to sacrifice something?

last two weeks.
i lost my lappy n thingy.
i've been very patient.


yesterday morning.
i lost my P1i phone.
and this time i cried.


last nite.
i bought a new lappy.
with a gloomy heart.




ya Allah. lindungilah aku dr sebarang kecelakaan. amin.

Monday, June 08, 2009

: (

i need a laptop

: (







.

Thursday, June 04, 2009

hard.hate.hell

i'm still at puchong.
and yesterday.
sharp midnite.
about 1245am back from office.
we noticed someone broke into the house.

and i lost
+ my compaq lappy : ((((
+ my mouse : (
+ my ipod's earphone : (
+ my DC camping bag : ((
+ my panties n bras in the camping bag : (((
(theyr precious n xpensive ok !)

fuck the burglars. yes i want to show him my middle finger right on his face.

and my bros n wife lost
+ 46' plasma tv
+ sonyvaio laptop
+ 3 units wifi modem
+ loads of cash
+ and more

and tell u what. the policemans r rubbish.
the end.


so anyone wants to donate me a macbook?
.
.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Its just the beginning of holidays and i'm bored

Tagged by SyapiQ.

5 brand that you like the most

+ Apple
+ Crocs
+ Levis
+ Nike
+ HushPuppies

5 brand that you dislike the most
+ Nokia
+ Forest
+ people wif LV and brag bout it. hello urs is pirate one

5 countries that you want to go the most
+ Japan
+ U K
+ Germany
+ Italy
+ Ausie

5 countries that you do not want to go the most
+ Israel
+ Thailand
+ Myanmar
+ Turkey


5 item that you like the most
+ gadgets
+ shoes
+ baby Ts
+ pendants
+ food : )


5 item that you dislike the most
+ cigars
+ alcohol drinks
+ worms

5 people that you love the most
+ the prophet
+ family
+ my bb pete
+ my guppies
+ my soulfriend

5 people that you hate the most
+ you stalker, you spread rumours bout me n friends because you are obviously jealous. how was it?
+ people who curse loud front of me. tho u r my friend, its unappropiate
+ its okay to talk bout others, but lots of talk show ur weakness.

5 color that you like the most?
+ red
+ black
+ white

5 color that you dislike the most?
+ yellow look weird on me

5 things that you dream the most
+ get a paywell job
+ travels round the globe
+ make my family happy
+ living with my love one

5 things that you not dream at all
+ being in high position. thats quite a tough job

5 of your positive character
+ confident
+ relax. i mean too relax, unplanned (is it +ve?)
+ friendly. hey.. i'm friendly !
+ adventurous
+ i'm not a -u must pay back what i've done to u- person

5 of your negative character
+ lazy definitely
+ cudnt put all my attention wif studies in class
+ evrything. i want it fast.
+ big spender
+ i'm too kind. betul ! smpai susahkan diri sendiri. sigh.

5 moments that you miss the most
+ beaaaaach wif family
+ cycling to school
+ loud house wif guppies
+ SHOPPING for attires !
+ jalan2 dgn bb. sigh

5 moments that you do not want to remember at all?
+ i was there. studying there. i hate everything bout that place

5 positive characters of your best buddy
+ cheerful
+ partner in crime in EVERYTHING
+ understanding
+ good listener n talker
+ every jokes never failed make her laugh. patbor sgt ok.

5 negative characters of your best buddy
+ sakit perot memanjang
+ too sensitive bout family matters
+ gataaal sangat
+ big spender juga

5 things that you happy to do the most (Of your entire life)
+ spending time wif my family
+ being in family's home. aman gile
+ spend time wif my bb yg manja
+ when i can shop til drop
+ new gadgets!! wuuuuuuu~

5 things that you regret the most
+ buat dosa

Single question

Favorite animal?
+ cats n rabbits

Favorite quote?
+ to gain something is to sacrifice something

Favorite actor?
+ depp ?

Favorite actress?
+ zoey deschanel. she's damn pretty n kewl

Favorite things that you do when you are alone?
+ fb. blog. ym. muvi

Favorite website?
+ usha barang kat lelong.com

Favorite moment?
+ being appreciated by someone

Favorite sport?
+ bowling

Favorite vegetable?
+ kailan masak ikan masin

Favorite movie?
+ bridge to terabithia

I tagged :
>> wana
>> fafa
>> ryna
>> raja
>> you
>> ye awak la.

Champions League : Barcelona 2 - Man Utd 0

Barca is smarter n faster.
Man Utd played below my expectations.

Well its worth watching (not really watching act)
coz this time i watched with wanna, kish and ecah.
The main thing is hang together and eat @ McD
L O L.

Or wanna said; I just want to see MU lose.
haha demmit.
n u rite.
this time !

Well both r the winner for me.
the loser is ;
the team fans whose fight each other.
lame.

anyway, thanx to kish, wanna and ecah.
kalau keluar lg tolong MAKAN betul2.
kerana aku rasa . .
amat lapar skarang.

sigh.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Estrella - Heaven

talkin bout heaven,
i'd finished my papers yesterday.
: )

so, happy holidays to my friends there
enjoy ur free time n see ya guys next sem

eh, did i tell ya i'm gonna do my 2nd practikum at chendering?
yes. kuala terengganu.
the prac start June 28, so i might having some fun time finding a house there this holiday. well yeah. thats kinda annoying.
but i try to make it fun. indeed.
fullstop.

stories n piccas in facebook.
ah ya. make sure i like u.
i dont make friends with peeping tom.
: )

later guys.

happy hols guppies. next party @ new house!

Friday, May 22, 2009

teg is a cool name

Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At last, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.

and i was tagged by Wanna.

16 benda atau perkara tentang saya
(kejap malay kejap english watever~)


1. i hate sharing mug.
2. i wanted Apple stuffs but i'm not that rich.
3. i gig not clubbing. thats diff, idiot. and whats wrong wif it anyway?
4. i dont stalk people's blog and spread rumours. (terasa x?)
5. i love gadgets.
6. i dont eat all types ikan keli or ikan sungai except ikan pekasam.
7. i drink less water. i only drink water after meal.
8. i'm not good in numbers. i even cant remember pete's phone number.
9. i love pendants.
10. i'm serious but i love jokes.
11. i dont cry in front other people. thats so uncool.
12. i'm a listener and a talker.
13. first impression is important to me.
14. i read lots books and usually its bout people and humanity. boring rite?
15. i cant play oke instruments but i love oke and just found out that pete love oke too.
16. pete is my bf and i love him.


I tagged
-> peoples in my blog list. yes. please do it. a must. yes. you you you !

Thursday, May 21, 2009

sampah

rasa sangat teruk
pura pura tak tahu punca
tahu salah sendiri
diam

mmg begini cara aku insaf
diam dan rasa teruk
rasa bodoh

maka
jangan tanya kenapa

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

minggu sesak

sesak masa.
sesak meja.
sesak kepala.

sesak kocek.

haih.

sesak nafas.


20.5 - EDUCATION
21.5 - SPEECH for DEAF KIDS

25.5 - AUDIOLOGY
26.5 - P.E & B.M

to my coursemate. all d best.
we dont need any luck.
just do it.

Friday, May 08, 2009

weeeheee~

balik puchong lagi.
mama n ayah r here again.
but leaving tomorrow morning.

what i love the most being here is ;
I CAN SLEEP IN AIR-CONDITIONED ROOM

i just cant stand the heat lately.
been sleeping with sweat and fan in max vol.
i thought something wrong with my body heat.
or my house. or my bedroom.
no. i know u peeps in KL feel the same.

owh ya.
i can spend my time in pool with adam too!
yay!

Wednesday, May 06, 2009

Sunday, May 03, 2009

May 1st II

the reason for not goin to d gig is for sure ; i love my nephew more.

L O L

Adam's 2nd Birthday. Happy Bday sweetheart.





mummy and ayah's son is 2

cupcakes by me (deheart cupcakes)

the guppies were there! thanx for coming gups!

pool party at nite wif cuzzies

i bought this tiger pjs for him ! cute la adam ! geram.




and how come u have such smile? u r still a baby!





and someone njoying d gig i guess =))

= Nadia's

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

May 1st I




Arches Cluster & The Minstel
h m m . .
can't go.

Friday, April 24, 2009

random past week

memang kerana dibebani assignments yang cuma 3. aku xde masa update blog. kerja banyak. emosi juga tidak stabil. maka, ini sedikit maklumat yang aku buat semasa tiada kerja. 

bukan.

semasa curi tulang. minggu2 yang lepas.

semasa mgu terakhir di sekolah. dan semasa nonton OAG live di IB.

(",)

[gambar xleh upload syial.. esok lah!]









yang rasa terliur dengan kek cawan ini, boleh sahaja cari pembuat nya di link kanan blog ok?







tentang perfomance kali ini, aku cuma boleh ckp BUNKFACE buat appearance yg amat kewl dgn persembahan yang layak dpat pujian. OAG? semestinya even better. Peojek Pistol yang ahlinya punya Edrie Hashim sbg pemain gitar hebat kurang serlah. aku cuma boleh cakap mungkin salah audiences. overall. i enjoyed d day.