the beginning

putrajaya isnt new to me.
but i think the road n the precinct just complicated.
and i hate the fact i might to be placed teaching normal class.
i prefer LD kids if i cant get the deaf than the normal. why?

because i can help em. i've got some knowledge n skills to be practiced.
i hope i dont waste it. and they need me.

whatever it is. i hope its a good beginning of my career.
Amin.

Poomplamoose

i used to crazy about Marie` Digby and Zee Avi (kokokaina) back when they r just ordinary people in youtube. and i posted bout em too here. not saying "heyyy i know em b4 they got famous!" but they just my kind of music. so here's another my kind of music. they already famous in youtube and their place. very cool instruments they got to produce good music. i just loooove all their songs n covers. Nataly and Jack! Nataly's voice just awwww so mesmerizing and Jack got huge talent making music! shud listen to jack's chanel too! recommended! love em!



and yeah i like d masculine face of nataly and her short hair just adorable!

fight

i dont understand
why people make friend
and introduce to others
then fight and lose friend?

and i always in the middle.
ya maybe i dont know them well.
but i dont like the ideas.
chill honey. this is small world.

be nice to everyone.
how hard it is. how bitter it is.
they are still a friend in the end.
and maybe they are the friend we need the most.




i'd been there. long time ago.
losing a friend, and i regret till now.
i just can be nice to her and be friend till now.
hmm. ok thats so childhood story.
but i learnt. did you?

my Astro Boy

i watched Astro Boy the movie with my 3yo neph, Adam last sunday. at home. for the thousand times. its his favourite. and just after the movie finished, he asked me something i didnt expect.

"Girl, siapa buat Adam?" (who made me?)
"Siapa yang pasang pasang badan Adam?" (who build my body parts?)

i was shocked. and laughed at the same time.
awwwwwww you are sooo adorable!!
(no i didnt explain the sex thingy part)
LOL

jangan kacau

aku memang marah sangat.
bengang gila.
fucked up sgt.

boleh tak CUBA. CUBA jangan sentuh barang orang?
boleh tak korang ajar anak-anak korang jangan sentuh barang orang?

korang dah la x tau value.
tak kenal barang.
benda ni bukan murah.
lagi lagi bila orang yg aku sayang beri.

CUBA la C U B A

jangan sentuh GUNDAM aku.
F.

i love it when you around : )

what u want to hear?

u guys read this already ?? -------------------------------------->


ha ha.
yes laugh people. i'm leaving maktab in A MONTH !
5.6 years baby!
okay what a boring post.
but i feel so free!! :D :D :D

first thing first
i'm gonna missed my girls.
especially shahrul erma yang kalau boleh hari hari nak susahkan aku. teman dinner la ape la. but it nice to hv u around. (lie)
and the other guppies yang susah sangat nak jumpa!
please please please dont forget me.
tahun depan i belanja u ols TGIF (fafa sponsor 50% ok)
and do come to johor ANYTIME ! my mom missed u girls.
:D

2nd. KERJA.
sebenarnya langsung x semangat nak kerja.
tapi i nak gaji.
so camna?
ok pk nanti la.

3rd.
there is no third. u guys knw me i guess.
i dont think bout future or past. i only live in present. what happen just happened. and to gain is to sacrifice. i dont think much bout being apart with my best friends, its 2010 we have phone, internet, facebook, car, plane watever it is, just prepare ur money. easy life. dont think much. (so tak guna hang tulis post ni Nadia! bengong)

and Pete?
he always be mine. distance kinda annoying.
at first i dun really mind.
but when people around me start complaining :
"oh i missed my bf (which she just met hers day b4 yesterday)"
THATS HURT ME MUCH! seriously.
yes u erma n imnie. someday i gonna slap u hard.
but its unfair for him if i complaining the same.
we r cool. eh pete?
*winks*


okay, what else u wanna hear?
CALL ME! lol.

July 10

greetings readers : )

wow, been month?
what to update? lul.

many many exciting things happened. bad sad great nice. doesnt matter july just complete me. naaah i can say that now. coz i just done my 2 intership projects with success. the past week? miserable. heh.

i've got my assistants for LX3. a converter and lenses. and filters and watever they call some photography stuffs i bought in bulk. and it all thanx to mr.bf yang so far far away. as our anniversary present i guess? hehe. yeap. been 2 years and i love love him more. distance just make our relationship stronger. and we face it with a good flow. (and tears sometimes. lul)

i just cant wait another month for the next meet.
deeply in love with him. everyday.



eh. i forgot what to say actually. and this post end up with the story of him. haha. love u sayang! home fast! :')

Astray Red Frame

gundam and marker sponsored by YH. hihi thanx sayang.

what i've done . . ?

3 times in 3 months.
5 years driving.
nobody can do worst than me.

this is the best practicum ever.
but god challenge me with something else.

they said because i'm stronger than anyone else.
i do. i accept it. with redha.
but please. no more.
amin.

congrats sayang

aha this one pun sayang juga. haha rindu!

undone

i've another month practicum in melaka. its not that i'm not hving fun there but i just started feeling tired of school. and assignments. god, please move time faster. i want to finish my study fast, and graduate fast, and pass 5 years contract fast, and enjoying my study (master) in COOKING. lols. i mean something else than teaching. i guess.

so here i am. in KL. with my sweetheart : )

M E L A K A !

heloo evryone !!

yes i'm in joy mood ! :D
i'm in melaka right now doin my praktikum for 3 months. staying with my bestie. the school is great so far. i'd been there before for sbe. nice teachers, bright students (i hope). lols

and of course i enjoyyyyyyyy traveling more than working! so far im been a good tourist guide. we went shopping, sight seeing and FOOOOOOD hunting!
so anyone in melaka do say hi to meee :))

enjoy the photos!

hello l3x : )

well.

i'm happy i got what i want.
Lumix LX3 is mine now : )
i named him L3x. sound like lex.
lessie. uuuw. lul

ah, the BB isnt mine.
not mine till i can work it out.

this is some of my fav shot from my l3x, dont b judgmental i hv no basic on photography. and so much things i havent explore yet from my l3x, i knw my l3x can do much more than this, the problem just me. he he

die ry

jan 7
# i decided to not celebrating my bday. he's not here. : (

jan 8
# i grounded my self to not going out. but i'm starving and to not bein rude, i accepted mun & im invitation to have dinner. plus, b always remind me to have a good food. *nods*

guppies is so kewl they came and sing bday song with bday cake to me at Q BISTRO! i was really ashamed. of course. guppies never understand the word shame. i looooove em all. thanx to imnie. i knw she looves me. :*





jan 9
# well today should be the great day, but maybe not this year. i'm goin out with friends of friend, and i found that one of em is really rude. yes. he is rude to me and his friend. i just cant believe that i'd spent the day with em. i totally regret that i wasted my good day with his existence.

jan 10
# omg the guppies reborn !!! ok. i jussst looooooveee the guppies. we watched AJL together at kak hanim's house, have a nice chat and nice food. nice gossipsss. thanx for the great day!

so.. afterall, i thank my girls, my guppies, to let me in in their joy life for these weekend. thank you girls ! mwah !

final year

sibuk. busy.
semua orang pun busy.

file yang kelam kabut.
thesis yang mahu segera.
praktikum yang makan masa.

semua orang pun buat.
tapi tak perlulah bising.
semua orang pun penat.
penat lagi nak mendengar keluhan kamu dan kamu hari hari.

chill ok?
semua orang pun buat.


..


minta maaf b. saya belum sempat menulis untuk b lagi.
if i can wait u here, u must wait me there juga ok?
mishu. really.

bukan sebarang tindih

dah lama tak update blog
tapi aku rasa terpanggil nak tulis tentang pengalaman yang satu ni

diTINDIH semasa tidur.

cubalah google sahaja frasa di atas. dah ramai yang menulis. tak kurang yang kaitkannya dengan sains (Sleep Paralysis). yang sains itu seorang kawan pun pernah jelaskan pada aku. aku percaya. tapi aku pun percaya jika ditindih oleh benda lain seperti jin yang dilaknat Allah swt.

ditindih yg aku maksudkan di sini, keadaan sedang tidur dengan posisi terlentang, tiba riba rasa separuh jaga. mata masih terpejam tapi boleh nampak sekeliling. susun atur perabut bilik tidur yang betul, malah orang yang sedang tidur di sebelah anda pon boleh kelihatan.

tapi, badan anda kaku.

tak sakit. bukan betul ditindih macam adik anda menindih anda ketika tidur, tapi macam di-freezekan oleh Mr Frost dalam siri filem Santa Clause tu. rasa kebas. melawan nak bangun tapi tak boleh. lagi teruk semasa melawan ada suara yang 'annoying' seperti .. (setelah google cari perkataan yang sesuai)... tak tahu nak gambarkan mcm mana. tapi menakutkan. cubalah menjerit meminta tolong, takkan berjaya. tiada sepatah kata pun boleh keluar dari mulut ketika ini. lebih teruk kalau anda dapat rasakan ada 'tangan tangan' yang memeluk tubuh ketika itu. lebih teruk lagi? anda boleh lihat si pengganggu. (Alhamdulillah aku tidakpernah lihat. dan tidak mahu).

*mungkin kebetulan, aku pernah rasakan tangan itu berbulu. dan ada yang pernah lihat katakan rupa si pengganggu kelihatan seperti seekor mawas. maka gambar di ats mungkin ada penjelasan yang tersendiri*

penyelesaian bagi kes aku, ayatul Kursi. tapi bukan mudah juga. sampai ke ayat terakhir itu, dia mengganggu lagi dengan suara yg lebih dasyat, telinga terasa bengang, badan rasa seperti digoncang, supaya tumpuan untuk menghabiskan ayatul kursi itu terganggu. tidak dapat dihabeskan maka gangguan berterusan. Alhamdulillah jika berjaya habiskan. dilepaskan tubuh terus terjaga dari tidur.

fenomena ni sering berlaku pada aku selepas subuh. patutlah orang kata tak elok tidur lepas subuh. tapi orang kurang ilmu macam aku ni memang fikir benda enak sahaja. siapa yang tak suka tidur? salah satu faktor mungkin aku selalu terlupa baca doa dan berwuduk bila nak tidur lepas subuh. berbanding tidur malam, aku lebih berjaga-jaga. aku juga rasa aku jadi sasaran spesis ini selepas kes bintang mas (bg yg mengetahui).

okay cukup. sekadar berkongsi pengalaman dan peringatan. ustaz yang merawat bintang mas dulu ada kata mmg ada sejenis jin ini yang kerjanya menindih anak anak adam. ianya mmg wujud. maka ia bukan sekadar sains. maka aku menentang orang yang gah menegakkan sains semata mata dalam hal ini. mungkin mereka tak pernah melaluinya. tidak pernah seteruk orang lain. atau memang tidak percaya kewujudan jin dan syaitan. sbg muslim kena la percaya kan kan?

aku petik sikit ulasan ahli panel sebuah website ugama ; Rasulullah saw menyuruh umatnya agar membaca Ayatul Kursi dan 3 Qul (Al-Ikhlas , Al-Falaq dan An-Nas) sebagai senjata yang paling ampuh untuk menghindar dan mengelakkan diri daripada terkena gangguan jin dan Syaitan.In sya Allah apabila diamalkan dan dibaca pada setiap kali selepas solat fardhu dan juga ketika sebelum tidur akan dapat memelihara saudara daripada kejahatan jin dan syaitan.

dan jangan lupa berwuduk. hembuskan ayat diatas di telapak tangan dan sapukan di seluruh badan sebelum tidur. aku rasa semua orang pun tahu. tapi tak amalkan. macam aku. aku bukan sengaja. aku lupa. he he he

aku alu alukan komen/pandangan/pengalaman anda semua sbg peringatan.
phew.

i miss her so much.

why her?
:p


i miss Marie` Digby live in KL !!!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~


and i always ♥♥♥♥♥ her boots

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funny, b knw this earlier than me, thats y he drew this;

re : macam mana ?

aku tak jelaskan terperinci kenapa aku tak suka orang LINK ke blog aku. aku pun tak berhak untuk kata JANGAN LINK sebab blog adalah tempat berkongsi maklumat. tak kira jenis apa pun tulisan kau tapi blog memang itu tujuannya.

tapi apa yang buatkan aku kurang senang dengan warga blog yang punya link blog aku ialah isi kandungan blog tersebut. yang langsung tiada ciri ciri aku SENANG HATI bila dibaca atau sekadar lihat lihat. dari isi kandungannya sampai la ke orangnya.

blog aku bukan hebat. atau popular. kalau campur 2-3 post pun belum tentu cecah 100hits. tapi memang aku kurang senang dengan bloggers yang memang aku kurang senang. itu sahaja.

kepada followers blog aku, jangan risau. aku sendiri yang letak gadget 'follow' itu. maka tak berhak kata tidak kan? kalau kau senang dengan aku. aku pun senang dengan kau. peace V.



di atas ini pula, antara blog yang aku gemar singgah kerana aku gemar isinya. tapi kalau tuan punya link di atas ni tak suka linknya disini, beritahu lah. kecuali kak yasmin, yang telah pergi tapi aku masih tak mahu buangkannya dari list aku.